Secret Love

by: Tresha Joy Salido

 
 I know i was falling completely, totally, hopelessly head over heels for this man. Maybe i couldn't accept right then. I know i was scared of being hurt again, jaded by too many love-gone wrong. I miss him all the time, but i was still afraid to admit how i felt. Eventually those hidden feelings back fired me.
   I found out the time does heal the pain, but you have to work a bit hard of it and look ahead to find that bright light in your life after such pain. I could have sat back, wishing, wanting and holding on to the past. I had no control over it. I could allow all my grief swallow me up. Instead, knowing i had to get on with my life. I  made sure to embrace every opportunity to do so. Sure, i still felt the pain and sadness, but it helped tremendously to stop and appreciate the small things in life for their simple beauty. Getting out there and living each day the best i could made.
   Time made pass easily and pain fade over time. Most of all i learned never to bottle up by thoughts and emotions. It was good to talk, it was good to remember, but somehow you need to forget it.
    Past can never be back, but if it does, its not for having a second chance, maybe its a chance to fix things that you two didn't end up right. :) 08/12/12