Sorry..

Last night me and my auntie are talking about my grandfather. We reminisce some happy times that we had when my grandfather are still alive.. We share some happy thoughts.. We almost cry..Its hard to let go of some one we love..

Someone whose been there in your entire life. Someone who give you everything, even his time to rest when he is tired from work.. he always there to give some funny jokes.. i miss my grandfather so much..

My grandfather died because of stroke. He is working one day when it happened. He rush in the hospital with my auntie and my cousin. They were crying. The worst thing is, when my mother call me that my grandfather is in the hospital, i ignore it, because that time i was with my friends having a good time. Then the next day.. we came in the hospital, i was crying when i walking up the stairs. My grandfather in in the ICU. He is lying in the bed, he is just like sleeping..no pain.. just sleeping. But he is dying inside, he couldn't talk.. he could move..When the visiting hour is open, i came inside the ICU. I just hold his hands, trying not to cry..i didn't say any words to my grandfather.. i just keep saying " tatay..tatay..tatay.." I didn't know that, those were be the last that i will be with my grandfather. I feel so down.. I feel so much guilt. I hate my self for that. Im sorry tatay..